I need to go to a meeting

As I mentioned in the last post, I've been more meddly and co-dependent with more time. Well, now the anger is back. I got a beautiful knife for Christmas and have a list of people that I would like to sink it to the hilt in their thigh. When I was 21 and got pregnant, I changed my life. I wasn't ready to. I didn't think it was fair that everyone else got to keep acting stupid and I had to think about how everything I did would affect my child. But I still did it. Because I love my kids more than I love bullshit and it was the right damn thing to do. I became angry at everyone around me that didn't do the same when they had kids. Now that we are all middle aged, it's even harder not to get mad. WHAT THE HELL MAN?? Can you really not get it together? Do you never think of the possible consequences? Are you that selfish? Boys that had such sweet hearts grew up to be men that I thought were dumbasses. And I'm even harder on the women that didn't pull it together. Women should know better. I know. All this is crazy and very unhealthy. See you Monday Al-anon. UPDATE: I got an apology that took away the anger. Didn't make a meeting but have been reading my literature every day. Little by little I will root out co-dependency.