Today

It feels weird to still be at work, knowing I am leaving in a month and six days. It feels a little like I have been demoted because they've had to get everything situated for when I leave. They did me a big favor letting me stay so long. There have been people that go to give their two week notice and management told them to just go on home. I needed some more paychecks and this will give me more of my bonus too. It was VERY cool of them to help me. It reminds me how lovely the owners of this company are, as well as supervisors and co-workers. I know I am doing the right thing by moving to something that focuses on my strengths instead of ADD weaknesses. But it's still sad/scary to leave here. Almost like moving out from your parents, especially if you had good ones. You know you have to do it and you want to. But you will miss all the love and security of where you have been. I have had thirteen awesome years here. I've grown up. I've traveled to some very cool places (Scotland, Alaska, Guatemala, Lake Tahoe were my favorites.)Most of my closest friends are here. It's a very odd moment in time.